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Thursday, 18 April 2013 ♔ 23:03
My Happy Ending
'Everyone has those days; when they feel like the whole world is crashing down around them, but they're helpless to anything about it. All they can do is to keep living.'
I thought i was the only one who cared. I felt pathetic, helpless. You couldn't imagine the number of times i felt like giving up; to end this misery. It wasn't until your post that i finally felt a glimpse of hope. I guess it showed me that u cared, at least a bit. That's enough for me. I'm not that delusional as to wished that u cared about me as much as i cared about you.
The truth is, im more terrified of what may happen a lot more than u are. Frightened at the thought that i'll be replace by someone else. One day when i wake up u'll be gone.
I can only hope that every morning when i wake up, nothing would've changed. That you'll still be talking to me. I'll gonna try my best, to make sure everything would always work out no matter what happens and i'm gonna prove you wrong; that it is possible to have no fights.
'Im walking through a meadow of wild flowers; barefoot and feeling the soft grass and warm ground beneath my feet. I can hear the sounds of occasional bird tweeting and leaves rustling in the wind; it is calming, hypnotic, relaxing me, freeing me of all troubles. I can see colourful butterflies fluttering and dancing around me among the wild purple flowers. I draw in the sweet and moist air of my surrounding with each breath. I feel a gentle, fresh breeze against my cheek, ruffling in hair, while my skin glows with the warmth of the gentle sun. I imagine just laying there, dancing with the butterflies in the middle of the meadow, not caring about what's happening or anybody's judgments; what a wonderful life that would be.'
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What would you do if I told you that I la, la, la, la, loved you?
Do If I said it tonight?
What would you do if I told you that I la, la, la, la, loved you?
Cause you know I la, la, la, la, la, oooh
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♔Footprints in the sand.
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♔Flyaway.
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