Lol i have just confirmed a fact
I only blog when  im upset, bored, emo and blah blah blah~
I guess my life is just full of drama~~
Guess i'll nvr be famous eh , nobody will want to read a blog full of emo posts
So much for becoming Naomi Neo , Qiu Qiu, what ever~~ haha im just jking :p im not blogging to be famous :P

I guess people nvr really learn from their mistakes.
Dammit
I pity myself sometimes, for being me.
I feel like im constantly in this mental battle with myself ~
trying to blame all the faults of humanity on fate, believing that everyone is good in this world~
Hmmm... If i ever made a movie in my point of view, everyone watching will probably cry, cry for me and my screwed up life~~
yea and i know i shouldn't be complaining about my life, its already better than half of the people in this whole f*ckin screwed up world~
But...
All i wanted was a live where i can live happily ever after like in fairytales~~
I guess fairy tales just don't exist nowadays anymore~

Yeap so times like now = songs by taylor swift~
Heres one ~ Eyes Open~

Everybody's waiting for you to breakdown
Everybody's watching to see the fallout
Even when you're sleeping, sleeping
Keep your ey-eyes open
Keep your ey-eyes open
Keep your ey-eyes open

So here you are, two steps ahead and staying on guard
Every lesson forms a new scar
They never thought you'd make it this far
But turn around (turn around), oh they've surrounded you
It's a showdown (showdown) and nobody comes to save you now

yup this songs is mostly about how screwed up the world and humans are~

hmm i guess i should sleep now~
and hope that everything will become better tmr


Shit i guess i should really be more happy on my post shouldn't i :p
I shall not scare away my readers,
So cheers to happy posts in the future :DD

Nitez :))