Hey guys. 
I really am neglecting this blog aren't I D:
Haha i sort of knew it :P but yea i'll try not to be lazy and blog more often.
Anyways the end of the term is coming soon and im going to Vietnam for a school trip! Soon! in 6 days. Anyways I'm really excited :) I get to board a plane with my fellow cohort mates. Isn't that cool? :D I *may* blog about it :) depending on im lazy or not. Haha.

Anyways, i'm recently into street and silhouette photography :) ohoh especially with balloons and puddles as props. I think that they are damn cool. bleh and to those who do not know i do like photography. Just that usually im too lazy to bring my DSLR out last time and the fact that my mum does not let me bring the other DSLR out. And yea. my dslr is broken because my dad dropped it. yes. he dropped it and it cracked D:. so no nice cam for me. 

Anyways. back to street and silhouette photography. They are really damn cool. Srsly. Like i was spazzing when i saw it. Haha. but street photography in Singapore a bit hard la. Perharps orchard? Or bugis. :) depending on ur taste. Or you can just go some ulu place and like ulu street photography. Nice too :) if you can get the theme right. :) 

okay okay i show you some examples of street and silhouette photography now. 

Street Photography

Anyone up for a pool party? :)

I think shadows Really Really make everything nicer :) and cooler :)

Ermm this one is not thatt nice :) its just cool :) Ride Ride Ride

Sunset years

I walk a lonely road~~

I think the shadowy effect of street photography really makes everything a thousand, hundred times nicer. And its pretty amazing how you can take something so common and make it a masterpiece. I shall try it out someday. Actually i will. Hopefully it turns out as good (impossible) haha.
Silhouette Photography

For Dancers :)

Balloons Balloons Balloons :)

Its so pretty! and sweet :) For my wedding photography, i shall do something like this :) (That is if i ever get married) Actually it was only until recently tat i discovered this type of photography. But when i saw it i was like. Woahhh. Omggg. So preettyyy. Haha but srsly its damn nice and cool :D and sweet your theme is sweet. hehe. Its like you can focus on the main subject of the pic so easy and its just omg so nice hehe. Actually you know :) you guys can just check this website out :) http://confessionsofapropjunkie.com Its really damn goood :) and under the be inspired section, he uses different themes and props which is really damn cool and nice. Hehe. Okay I need to do my assignment that is due tmr :) so toodles :)

Hey guys :)

It has really been a long while since i blogged haha :P oops
Haha since my life is pretty boring, i shall talk about my June holidays :).

Honestly, my June Holidays is pretty boring. Like most of the holidays that i have, its over almost before it began D: mm :P and till now i havent finished my hw right :P Haha, but for people who know me they shouldnt be surprised lololol. im not exactly the finish my homework during the first week type :P

Back to what i did during June Holidays :) mm i didnt really do anything :P Other than the going out with my friends part, i guess the most interesting part was when i went overseas to hongkong during the third week. I don't really have much to say about it lol so im just gonna spam pictures in this post :P.

Photo of stitch at tomorrowland :) OMG he's so cute right? :P

Hehe stitchy and I :)

Princesses :) who doesn't want to live happily ever after?

Extra me with Aurora & Belle :)

seven dwarfs :)

Haha cute food but ex price D:

This one is taken with my phone :O lousy night cam :P #nofilter#

haha so that concludes my trip at hk :) Im not going to talk about my outings in singapore  :P too lazy .. but here are some pics :P  (not really a lot cos i dont really take pics when i go out)

The Sun was really bright that day :O

Failed picture of the heart we drew :P I blame the photographer >:(

I was trying to get some emo front shot of myself walking. Then i got embarrassed at being the model #notfittobeamodel I guess that's all :) hope this would entertain my reads for a while :P (bleh i had a really hard time placing all the photos D: they keep messing themselves up) hah i shall end with a shot of my stitchyy :)

'Everyone has those days; when they feel like the whole world is crashing down around them, but they're helpless to anything about it. All they can do is to keep living.'

Nickelback - Far Away ♡

So far away
This time, this placeMisused, mistakesToo long, too lateWho was I to make you wait?
Just one chance, just one breathJust in case there’s just one left‘Cause you knowYou know, you know
That I love you, I have loved you all alongAnd I miss you, been far away for far too longI keep dreaming you’ll be with me and you’ll never goStop breathing if I don’t see you anymore

One my knees, I’ll askLast chance for one last dance‘Cause with you I’d withstandAll of it to hold your hand

I’d give it all, I’d give for usGive anything but I won’t give up‘Cause you knowYou know, you know

That I love you, I have loved you all alongAnd I miss you, been far away for far too longI keep dreaming you’ll be with me and you’ll never goStop breathing if I don’t see you anymore

So far away, been far away for far too longSo far away, been far away for far too longBut you knowYou know, you know

I wantedI wanted you to stay‘Cause I neededI need to hear you say

I love you, I have loved you all alongAnd I forgive you for being away for far too longSo keep breathing ‘cause I’m not leaving you anymoreBelieve it, hold on to me, never let me go

Keep breathing ‘cause I’m not leaving you anymoreBelieve it, hold on to me, never let me goHold on to me, never let me goHold on to me, never let me go

Heyy

I know I have flaws eg. being unreasonable etc. I'll get emo and angry for no reason at times and im sorry for putting you through it; the sudden mood swings and change of personality. 
I agree that there are a lot of things we cant control, a lot of things that wouldnt go our way, and their a lot of unexpected thing happening everyday. No one knows what would happen in the future, but what you should know is that if i would really to give this up that easily, i would've given up a long time ago :) 
hmm & thanks for letting me know, i genuinely appreciate it :)  

Stranger's silence makes me wanna take the stairs

If you were here, we'd laugh about their vacant stares

But right now, my time is theirs

Seems like there's always someone who disapproves

They'll judge it like they know about me and you

And the verdict comes from those with nothing else to do

The jury's out, but my choice is you

:))

I think its time to give up.

I want to stop emoing.

Hey guys :) I'm sick 
I'm bored at home thus im doing this post. lol

I've been pretty moody the last few days cos i hav a lot of things going thru my mind and probably cos my body cant keep up with the amount of sleep i have everyday. 

sometimes i feel like i give too much, way more than i'd received
and sometimes i wonder why im trying so hard n i feel like just giving up
I'm always trying to keep up the pretense that im happy even though im not. so people wont have to worry bout me 

maybe its becos that im sick that i'm thinking way too much into things, or maybe i'm genuinely tired. tired of drama.

but one day, i might just give up, n i hope u know the reason why.

Cause I don't wanna fall in love 

If I ever did that, I think I'd have a heart attack 

Never put my love out on the line 

Never said yes to the right guy 

Never had trouble getting what I want 

But when it comes to you I'm never good enough 

When I don't care 

I can play him like a Ken doll 

Won't wash my hair 

Then make him bounce like a basketball 

But you make me wanna act like a girl 

Paint my nails and wear high heels 

Yes you make me so nervous that I just can't hold your hand 

You make me glow 

But I cover up, won't let it show 

So I'm putting my defenses up 

Cause I don't wanna fall in love 

If I ever did that, I think I'd have a heart attack 

I think I'd have a heart attack 

I think I'd have a heart attack 

Never break a sweat for the other guys 

When you come around I get paralyzed 

And every time I try to be myself 

It comes out wrong like a cry for help 

It's just not fair 

Brings more trouble than it all is worth 

I gasp for air 

It feels so good, but you know it hurts 

But you make me wanna act like a girl 

Paint my nails and wear perfume

For you, make me so nervous that I just can't hold your hand 

You make me glow 

But I cover up, won't let it show 

So I'm putting my defenses up 

Cause I don't wanna fall in love 

If I ever did that, I think I'd have a heart attack 

I think I'd have a heart attack 

I think I'd have a heart attack 

The feelings got lost in my lungs 

They're burning, I'd rather be numb 

And there's no one else to blame 

So scared I'll take off and run 

I'm flying too close to the sun 

And I'll burst into flames 

You make me glow 

But I cover up, won't let it show 

So I'm putting my defenses up 

Cause I don't wanna fall in love 

If I ever did that, I think I'd have a heart attack 

I think I'd have a heart attack 

I think I'd have a heart attack 

I think I'd have a heart attack 

I think I'd have a heart attack

Hey guys :) im back :))

im doing this post over 2 days :P cos i have a super high percentage Language Arts compre tmr and im pretty tired cos i just finished my Man and Ideas individual analysis :/

actually i dont really have much to talk about but im bloggin cos i feel like ive been neglecting my blog way too much.
i guess its just me, i get bored and lazy of things (my blog) pretty quickly, but not bad eh! This blog is like 7? months old :P my longest existing blog ever xD

Soo more updates on my boring life..

Boarding has ended.. i feel like boarding this year is way too short and boring.. everyone just mugs in their own room and nobody wants to party like we used to D:

Nevertheless, the last week of boarding was one of the best weeks in boarding (yes i know i was ranting bout it the last post :) but it turned out better than expected :) )

CNY dinner - actually it was quite boring hmm :) but it was the night i got a lot of glam/unglams photos of people Muahahahaha :) that dinner was not that nice? too salty if i rmbed correctly lol the dessert was nice though :P sago i think :D
Oh and they showed the photos of some ppl when the were jh1. How much have we changed over the years. while typing this, i'm feeling a wave of nostalgia. Most ppl changed for the better i guess? but i guess there're some that could've been better :/
hmm...

Madama Butterfly - Well i was almost late that day for the briefing which there's a certain person i'll like to blame. :) But i did it! in 13 min! Bathing ( in boarding is much harder okay :P ) + packing + getting into a dresses and drying my hair a bit so it wouldnt be dripping wet lol.

On the way there, i think Chin almost died from how irritating the guys was lol :P until we started teasing *ahem* bout *ahem* :p

Hmm the show itself was meh.. the singing was loud, clear and quite nice? but the whole plot was quite boring.. draggy :/ I rmb there was a scene when the main actress just stood there and stared at the moon for idk? what seems like forever lol.
& becos of the super cheapskate njc who bought the lousiest and the furthest seat possible, i couldnt see the words clearly.
I tried to sleep during the show, but this, stupid, irritating, idiotic, annoying, retarded person name John kept poking me when i tried so -.- .. u guys have no idea how much i wanted to punch him then.
oh n i think we made quite a lot of noise n pissed pet of so :P I'm sorry.. but if u want to blame people, blame John, not me >:)

oh n i got quite a lot of pictures that day too :))

Formal Dinner - the best event out of the three? The most special formal dinner out of the 4 years that we had :)
Oh and everyone is so well dressed this year? :) hmm i guess we've all grown a lot over the year :)
Formal dinner this year started out pretty boringly.. we just had the typical dinner, performances and story telling by SP (it was horrible lol). 
Then the fun part! :) Dancing (i wouldnt really call it clubbing :/ more of jumping :P ) but we just went crazy :) heh
then
the scariest thing
I lost my voice half way lol.
I was jumping and screaming way too much lololol :P and everyone was damn sweatyy lol like most of the people were wet! xD

it was a bad idea though, cos photo taking session was after it :P
thus those unglams 

i guess formal dinner marks the end of boarding D: hmm..

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Road run 

Road run is this friday.. and we're running at Gardens by the bay & Marina Barrage
haha im supposed to run well but i dont have the motivation to lol.
I rarely get motivated hmm..but i need to :/
but honestly, i just wanna take pictures of people and the garden that day.. like i've never been to gardens by the bay before lol
Aiya, Idk, Idc le see first that day.
and im hopin to get a lot of photos on friday >:)

Class outings for my present and ex class are both failures. 
Normally i'll try to plan for my classes, but now i guess im to tired of getting rejected and caring.
I rather just emo by myself at hm after the run D: :/

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Other updates

I'm feeling quite emo this few days :/ idk why
it doesnt feel right or nice to be emo, i just feel like ignoring the rest of the whole, listening to my music, and not trying to start conversations.

I just realized how much im sacrificing for people. and it gets tiring after a while :/ sometimes i feel like letting my strong front down, and for a change get saved by people. like the typical damsel in distress. but i cant. cos i need to be strong :) 

:)

So there's no stopping us

You can't stop true love

So there's no stopping us

Cause we are one

when we're together

Cause we belong

Forever and ever

Cause when you're here

I've never been better

An when I'm in your arms

That's where I wanna be

So there's no stopping me

oh oh oh oh

k bye :)

(the second half might seem more emo than the first half of the post :/ thats i did this post in 2 days cos im feeling emo tdy)